I have 2 children. Being their mum feels mostly like sunshine. I don’t have a favourite but I do feel differently about them. My youngest son came to me when I was in a good and steady place. I had a husband. I didn’t have to work because we had security. Everything was settled and … Continue reading I Dont Have A Favourite, but I Do Feel Differently about my Kids.
"When the dark forces of the adult world conspire against you, when you feel that you’re resilience is being tested, put on some gangster shit and handle your business" I'm the Mum. Im a bit of a hero. I try my best to always do what is right and good for my family but sometimes, … Continue reading How to Repair your Shit-Shield (when its not your kids who are breaking it)
I am very happy. I have a very lovely husband and 2 healthy kids. We have money – not a lot but enough to pay all our bills on time. I have great friends who are good to me. I can get almost anything I want or need. I have access to great healthcare and … Continue reading I am not Depressed, I am suffering from Depression.
Today I looked through baby photos - the first few months of my journey into motherhood. I do this every now and then, hoping that one day it might be easier. That I will have healed something, somehow and connected with that maternal joy I was meant to feel during that time. I hope that one … Continue reading I looked at Baby photos today and it Hurt
I love Outlander. I'm currently re-watching season 1. I say its on as background noise while I study but that's simply not true. I'm watching it. I'm getting all angsty about what Frank is going through after Claire dissapears. I'm getting all flustered about Jamie and Claires blossoming romance and I'm getting a bit stressed … Continue reading The most unrealistic episode of OUTLANDER ever.